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Today….. it’s the day that I spend some time updating my website that can be found at

ig33k.dyndns.org:8080

don’t put a www in there b/c it wont work. (I got it to work BTW it took me till August to find that there was a setting in the router to allow wildcards, also had to edit the hell out of the /etc/httpd/httpd.conf file to allow virtual hosts)

I am just feeling ok today, I woke up rather cranky and am working my way up to feeling better.
I am missing Tammy right now and I wish that she was here with me instead of being at work. I really can’t wait till the weekend when I can do nothing but sit on my ass with my baby.

It seems like the more things change the more they stay the same and life will always continue to roll on.

I was reading this article online about suicide and I got to a point where they showed some notes that people left behind.
It makes me sad to think that people will kill themselfs over some of the most rediculous things in the world rather than work them out. The younger ones around 13-16 seemed to have problems at home with there parents, and the later ones 40-80 seemed to either be driven by a spouse or a medical condition.
This world really is crazy, as a friend left behind from a suicide I know that people don’t understand the impact they have on other people until they are gone.
I miss my friend Phil a lot sometimes and there is nothing that I could do to bring him back. I secretly still blame myself at times.

I’m not entirely sure what this post was supposed to be about at the moment, but regardless it is what it is.