Monthly Archive for June, 2007

Blog

Published on June 26, 2007 in Personal. 0 Comments

Today….. it’s the day that I spend some time updating my website that can be found at

ig33k.dyndns.org:8080

don’t put a www in there b/c it wont work. (I got it to work BTW it took me till August to find that there was a setting in the router to allow wildcards, also had to edit the hell out of the /etc/httpd/httpd.conf file to allow virtual hosts)

I am just feeling ok today, I woke up rather cranky and am working my way up to feeling better.
I am missing Tammy right now and I wish that she was here with me instead of being at work. I really can’t wait till the weekend when I can do nothing but sit on my ass with my baby.

It seems like the more things change the more they stay the same and life will always continue to roll on.

I was reading this article online about suicide and I got to a point where they showed some notes that people left behind.
It makes me sad to think that people will kill themselfs over some of the most rediculous things in the world rather than work them out. The younger ones around 13-16 seemed to have problems at home with there parents, and the later ones 40-80 seemed to either be driven by a spouse or a medical condition.
This world really is crazy, as a friend left behind from a suicide I know that people don’t understand the impact they have on other people until they are gone.
I miss my friend Phil a lot sometimes and there is nothing that I could do to bring him back. I secretly still blame myself at times.

I’m not entirely sure what this post was supposed to be about at the moment, but regardless it is what it is.

Weekends

Published on June 25, 2007 in Personal. 0 Comments

what I did this weekend

Friday went off without a hitch and I went to CJ’s with Phatt Joe, got my crunk on and had a generally good time. I like hangin with Joe B/C he’s fun to be around. That guy really knows how to have a good time and I love it!!!

Saturday Tammie and I went to her cousins graduation party and got our grub on, it was a really windy day at the park and things just kept getting blown about and things went flying on a regular basis. It was tons of fun to chase down plates and things so they didn’t get all over the park. As usual when we had gone to leave the car didn’t want to start b/c of that fuel pump issue. I think that a new car is about due.

then we had a wedding to go to for my friends Rich and Bre. The wedding was quick thank god!! It was a more laid back wedding and didn’t constitute getting all decked out to go so I was happy about that. It’s funny that all my friends and shit are getting married and having kids and whatnot. It’s starting to make me feel old. I did run into Mike and I did get to see Eggleston. Eggy whom I haven’t seen since like 1997 or something seemed like he was doind well, even he is engaged nowm I feel like I might be missing something here? IDK, why must everyone get paired off, I prefer to not get married since it’s much easier to get a divorce when you aren’t married.

After both the wedding and the graduation it was time to go back to NV to go to a bonfire, now I like bonfires as much as the next guy, but for the love of god was I tired from the long day that we had just had. So we hung out for about 2 hours then headed home.

Sunday I help Tammie’s dad move some things from her grandmothers house to her new house. All in all we really didn’t do all that much as we didn’t have a big enough truck. It would be awsome to have something that we could pack up to the ceiling and get things done, but alas all we had was a Chevy Z71, good enough though.

After all the moving things where done we finally got some food in our systems then headed home. Once here I called Jim A and he came over to visit for a few minutes before we headed over to Bobby’s on Main St to have a few beers and talk about all the times back in the day that we had. It was a good time and it was really nice to see him.

About closing time is when we had left to come home but first had to get raped on a pack of smokes from the Manley’s…. I hate Manley’s B/C they are a super RIP OFF!!!

But that leads me to now and boy was this weekend busy. Hopefully next weekend will be alot slower and I can get some rest.

For now though I must start getting ready for my first day of work so I can make some cash. It’s been a long time since I worked so I am sure that today will really suck ass….. oh well though, there is nothing that I can do about that one.